Apr 8, 2011

Revisiting

We keep hearing that time changes, but it’s the only side of the coin. I managed to flip and found the better side. Time does change but it is dependent on people and circumstances. It can be good, in fact so good that you want to hold on to it tightly.

I too tried holding it or maybe stopping it but the clock kept ticking.

When the first time I saw the Nile, I felt so much homesick that I broke twice. But that was when I knew none and the time turned on to its ugly side of the coin. Then a good soul walked up, turned the coin and I smiled. Soon I had my comfort zone build up around me. Time was the same just that I had people around me who were interested in making me happy.

I guess I was lucky for quite some time and will be indebted to those people for life. Throughout our lives, we, or at least I, get to know people on the basis of our families, schooling, college, peers, and status, etc. sort of recommended relations. It was strange to know that I am taken for who I am without biasness or any prior judgment.

Then one day, I had to get over with it by my own consent.

But time spent well is a memory that speeds up your heartbeat, and rejuvenates your brain cells. Time and place never mattered it’s the people.

One day I want to experience this freedom again where I can be me.


2 comments:

Paradox Philic said...

I mis you too KB... and it would be unfair not to mention that in this whole process YOU ended up doing exactly the same for others around you (i.e. making them happy by caring for them so much)

Try coming to London soon :)

Kulsoom B. said...

Learned it from you only :)